Define Complicated

Dude,what is the word "complicated" means to you?
Something or someone u couldn't accept?
or its just not that way it should be?

You know...things could be really simple,yes!and you liked it to be!
I asked a foreign friend,
If you have a choice of choosing A or B
A is sort of complicated to you
B is sort of simple to you
He choose BOTH!
well, you can only choose ONE!
So...he choose B
I asked why...
he said : "Im a simple guy,I dun like overcomplicated stuff!"
LOLZ!
why is everyone saying themselves simple! and they hate complicated?
Have you ever think of,
from a point of view towards A,yes!it is complicated to you
but from another point of view,it could be simple too!
"True!" he said.

What a day

Today I woke up early
thinking how much fun I would get today...
Ethan fetch me up around 11am
we have McD again for breakfast,then we go for a movie
Twilight Saga : Eclipse
Isabella is still so confuse with her decision (hard to decide...)
Two different world....
one that gives her nothing but the one she love the most
one that gives her everything she had right now, with the one she love too
Cried when Jacob kiss Bella, I was like Edward,watching how they kiss...
Tears fall down...
Im just like her...so cruel...so undecided...so...I duno!

Later on, I went pedicure, Ethan check my phone
Have a little arguement, juz have to apologize to Marcus Wong
sorry if I irritates you or disturb you
hope u're not mad at me

After that, we went to the gym, was almost late for belly dance class
Improved =)
Atlast , my final destination
SUNSET BISTRO!

Ethan orderded his favourite chicken wings
and I have a spaghetti bolognese
Finally, Jetski!!!
Rm60 for 20 minutes, which is quite expensive but anyway =)
I learned how to drive the god damn thing,its so easy !
just turn up the oil, I like extreme so...almost end up falling in to the sea!
haha!
guess wad...I stopped for a while...I was thinking of jumping in to the sea and
end everything...my corrupted life, my complicated relationship, my foolishness...
everything that my heart hates...
For that instant, you were there, sitting there waiting for me to come back...
that tattoo,so far...so familiar...

Cry out loud

Its 2.05am, 15th june 2010

Today's fine, nothing much, lose Rm200 on 14th june fifa world cup match
Waiting for Italy vs Portugal now...
Argue with baby...that feel still ain't right ...
nothing I could do...but to wish we could be together more often
to gather again those feelings
we had dinner together,
its really quite some time since we went to timesquare 's JC restaurant
its our old place, we used to go there together
couldn't remember much of the happenings between me and baby...
never really remember he sang to me before...
but he said yes he did.
must be my fault...
damn I wish we have the sweetness like old days...
guess love always fail time....
Flies around me are gathering up , not to say rich and handsome
but sweetness that left me year ago....
(Tears falling, I couldn't cry out loud , dad around)

失望

为什么....
为什么你要骗我，你知道我心有多痛吗？
你知道在补习时泪水在眼眶内，忍着不让它留下多辛苦吗？
你骗我不只一次，“天大的胆，我都不敢骗你”这是谁说的？
我不会骗你，我不会伤害你，我不会让你伤心，全都是为了哄我而说的吗？
因为你全都做起了，王源彬。
我不会再信你，机会我给过你了，你不想珍惜，请告诉我，别给我痛了又痛！

From : 小宝贝(VI)

贝哥，我最近真的很不开心...

我发现了他的背叛，虽然他否认，我也很想去相信他。

可是我做不好，那被背叛的感觉还是那么难受，

好久没遇到这感觉了，最后还不是重逢了，

哈哈....可耻的我