Define Complicated

Dude,what is the word "complicated" means to you?
Something or someone u couldn't accept?
or its just not that way it should be?

You know...things could be really simple,yes!and you liked it to be!
I asked a foreign friend,
If you have a choice of choosing A or B
A is sort of complicated to you
B is sort of simple to you
He choose BOTH!
well, you can only choose ONE!
So...he choose B
I asked why...
he said : "Im a simple guy,I dun like overcomplicated stuff!"
LOLZ!
why is everyone saying themselves simple! and they hate complicated?
Have you ever think of,
from a point of view towards A,yes!it is complicated to you
but from another point of view,it could be simple too!
"True!" he said.

What a day

Today I woke up early
thinking how much fun I would get today...
Ethan fetch me up around 11am
we have McD again for breakfast,then we go for a movie
Twilight Saga : Eclipse
Isabella is still so confuse with her decision (hard to decide...)
Two different world....
one that gives her nothing but the one she love the most
one that gives her everything she had right now, with the one she love too
Cried when Jacob kiss Bella, I was like Edward,watching how they kiss...
Tears fall down...
Im just like her...so cruel...so undecided...so...I duno!

Later on, I went pedicure, Ethan check my phone
Have a little arguement, juz have to apologize to Marcus Wong
sorry if I irritates you or disturb you
hope u're not mad at me

After that, we went to the gym, was almost late for belly dance class
Improved =)
Atlast , my final destination
SUNSET BISTRO!

Ethan orderded his favourite chicken wings
and I have a spaghetti bolognese
Finally, Jetski!!!
Rm60 for 20 minutes, which is quite expensive but anyway =)
I learned how to drive the god damn thing,its so easy !
just turn up the oil, I like extreme so...almost end up falling in to the sea!
haha!
guess wad...I stopped for a while...I was thinking of jumping in to the sea and
end everything...my corrupted life, my complicated relationship, my foolishness...
everything that my heart hates...
For that instant, you were there, sitting there waiting for me to come back...
that tattoo,so far...so familiar...

Cry out loud

Its 2.05am, 15th june 2010

Today's fine, nothing much, lose Rm200 on 14th june fifa world cup match
Waiting for Italy vs Portugal now...
Argue with baby...that feel still ain't right ...
nothing I could do...but to wish we could be together more often
to gather again those feelings
we had dinner together,
its really quite some time since we went to timesquare 's JC restaurant
its our old place, we used to go there together
couldn't remember much of the happenings between me and baby...
never really remember he sang to me before...
but he said yes he did.
must be my fault...
damn I wish we have the sweetness like old days...
guess love always fail time....
Flies around me are gathering up , not to say rich and handsome
but sweetness that left me year ago....
(Tears falling, I couldn't cry out loud , dad around)

失望

为什么....
为什么你要骗我，你知道我心有多痛吗？
你知道在补习时泪水在眼眶内，忍着不让它留下多辛苦吗？
你骗我不只一次，“天大的胆，我都不敢骗你”这是谁说的？
我不会骗你，我不会伤害你，我不会让你伤心，全都是为了哄我而说的吗？
因为你全都做起了，王源彬。
我不会再信你，机会我给过你了，你不想珍惜，请告诉我，别给我痛了又痛！

From : 小宝贝(VI)

贝哥，我最近真的很不开心...

我发现了他的背叛，虽然他否认，我也很想去相信他。

可是我做不好，那被背叛的感觉还是那么难受，

好久没遇到这感觉了，最后还不是重逢了，

哈哈....可耻的我

From : 小宝贝(V)

最近学游泳学得很起劲，想起贝贝说过找天要和我一起游泳。

很开心连我姐姐都说草莓味的BodyScrub很香~

都是贝贝，我才会爱上它的 =)

但愿贝贝的Sales会好点，那样贝贝就不会那么moody了~

From : 小宝贝 (IV)

顾及他的感受，办到你说希望的，我愿意...

From : 小宝贝(III)

今天看了Alice in the Wonderland
第一次看3D的戏，
很想好像Alice那样永远记得Mad Hatter，虽然彼此心知不可能。
我们这3天，信息少了很多，我还是一样老是信息你,要你陪
可...你却不怎么回我了
是你不想回我？还是你忙到不想理我了？
也许我已经习惯了你多忙都会信息一封，让我知道你忙着，可你没有了...
洗澡时，都会想起草莓，水冲走了眼泪，留下的竟是那可笑的脸孔...

From : 小宝贝 (II)

爱,到底是什么?
是一种让你那么痛苦的感觉?
我不想失去你...求求你...求你别丢下我...
我不能没有你...
我知道你并不爱我, 可是... 我仍想你疼爱我, 陪我...
就那么的简单...好不好?

From : 小宝贝

贝贝，3点52分得我，很想念你...
虽然不懂为何贝贝这么对我，不过我每天仍需要你的陪伴...
贝贝，傻的说句“我愿意等到你爱我为止”
小宝贝

心痛

心痛得很，不知该说什么，只想哭......

当你依赖了，下场将如此残酷...

Boys Like Girls - Two is Better than One

I remember what you wore on our first date

You came into my life

And I thought hey

You know this could be something'

Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I'm left with nothing'

Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Well maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,

The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste

You make it hard for breathing'

Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everythings okay

And finally now, believing

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Well maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life

And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you'

Cause baby two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And I've figured out with all that's said and done

Two, is better than one...

♥ B

在乎的不只是爱的人，而是对我重要的人

在我迷茫时，出现了一位哥哥，疼爱我让我依赖...
也许就因为依赖，我开始害怕他会不理我，更害怕被冷落...

我的第一次情人节，甜蜜却少了感觉，也是值得回忆的一夜

♥ Baby

Lonely

怎么电话一直都没有信息，msn静静的

身边真的一个能陪我的人都没有，

彬、贝、Fujita都好像很忙似的，

真没心再打扰他们...

一个人听歌想东想西，其实何时开始，我的生活变得如此孤单....

4.Feb 2010

每天还是一样脸上仍有笑容，可是比起之前真的很虚伪...
不想身边的人觉得我是很脆弱，很需要保护...我不需要！
不知何时开始，我想念你...
想尽方法填满自己空虚的时间，可是当我把电话拿起时，
怎么毫无信息，真的很想哭，可却要忍着泪...

这几天，毫无食欲，肚子空空了两天，虽然胃有点疼，可没胃口...
当我食欲回来时，会是我心放下的征兆吗？

Break up.

Its easy for you to say...let it go?is it really so easy?
All u care about is ur face, or should I say its just a reason for you to fly?
I cried,yes I did.
I duno did you felt pain in your heart,bt sry...u hurt me deep enough
we never argue,so,this is the 1st time I cried because of you
3months 7 days......the perfect love will only last in my memories

Ordinary Monday

Today is Monday, school day as well...
When I woke up,the 1st thing I did every morning,checking my phone
a few msg, thats all.
Sumthing unusual is that, the 1st person I will think about is you!
Haha,impossible I said to myself.
Get ready and headed to school.

Assembly,Modern Maths,Mandarin,Biology,Blablabla~
Boring~
Few of my friends gave me lots of comment about my specs
XX : "ooh!!nice,looks like sunglass!!"
XX : "rich lo..."
XX : "love it,i wont give it back X)"

haha,I really felt happy when ppl have their smiling face on because of my new specs!
I love it,and thx to some professionals...
Today,me and elynne doesn't pay much attention to our lessons,bt we do finish our works
we juz keep on discussing about piano,organ the keys and much more
Im a beginneer,so elynne is teaching me how to read the piano notes.

Dun really know what happen to the electricity in penang,
in the evening,when i was heading for tuition,the roads were jammed
cause there was no electricity for the traffic lights.
Anthony's tuition centre is also out of electricity, we spend around half an hour
just standing there and wait for electricity
Alot of ppl is looking at me cause of my specs too =.=...
Anyway,good comments too =) happy to hear it.

After back from tuition,I practice my organ,and suddenly "Poop!"
the electric went off.I waited around an hour until its fixed.
Luckily,I gt ppl around me to kept me away from boringness...

林峰 - 愛在記憶中找你

我對你　這一生　

哪個可比 我與你　

差一些　永遠一起

邂逅時間場地　似連場好戲

要自何頁說起

愛太重　深呼吸　欠缺空氣

愛太美　輕輕的　卻載不起

愛情來到時候　似明媚天氣

它走了　突然驟變雪落雨飛

如果可以恨你　全力痛恨你

連遇上亦要躲避

無非想放下你　還是掛念你 誰又會及我傷悲

前事最怕有人提起 就算怎麼伸盡手臂 我們亦有一些距離

你太遠　該怎麼　說對不起

你太近　一轉身　卻已高飛

快樂也許太短　似場流星雨

一眨眼　就如幻覺怕又記起

如果可以恨你　全力痛恨你

連遇上亦要躲避 無非想（要）放下你　

還是掛念你 誰又會及我傷悲

前事最怕有人提起 就算怎麼伸盡手臂 我們亦有一些距離

我情愿我狠心憎你 我還在記憶中找你

似乎太多选择了

今天和阿茔去gurney逛街 !

今天的目标是包包和鞋子。太多选择了！

而且，都很贵，逛了很久才买到，虽然说不是最想要的，

不过还是选到满意的，因为我要的太贵了！Padini的包包和我的最爱DKNY包包!!!

鞋子就在买了，5寸高吧，很喜欢 =)

还买了个钱包，黑色的，不错！

最后，去了chili's 吃，很贵! 很多! 很好吃~

最后真是花光光咯，可怜~

今天真累，不懂怎么的，我想他......

重来

这部落格被荒废好一段时间咯！
如今又要开始写了~
先说说最近发生的事情吧

上星期6(23/1)，自己一个人到Prangin选眼镜，
第一眼看中Proeyes，就进去了。
很不一样，一副斯文而认真但却友善的亲切脸孔，
所以很自然地可以告诉他，我找怎么样的眼镜 =)
最后选到了，一副类似太阳镜，可是镜片是鲜艳的橙色
收获当然不值是眼镜，还有一位朋友 - Sam Ooi

靠近新年了，最近忙着购买新衣，今年很不一样，
因为完全没有构思2010年是走什么风格，
结果，
逛了很多间商场都不像以前那么样花到光光!

今天(30/1)一个人在逛街，虽然我蛮喜欢一个人，
可是我还是很不堪寂寞，我仍希望有个人可以给我牵着，
看见漂亮的衣服时，和这人分享，但是没办法。
今天收获很不满意，希望明天去gurney可以有多一点的收获~

Tomorrow will be better =)