Cry out loud

Its 2.05am, 15th june 2010

Today's fine, nothing much, lose Rm200 on 14th june fifa world cup match
Waiting for Italy vs Portugal now...
Argue with baby...that feel still ain't right ...
nothing I could do...but to wish we could be together more often
to gather again those feelings
we had dinner together,
its really quite some time since we went to timesquare 's JC restaurant
its our old place, we used to go there together
couldn't remember much of the happenings between me and baby...
never really remember he sang to me before...
but he said yes he did.
must be my fault...
damn I wish we have the sweetness like old days...
guess love always fail time....
Flies around me are gathering up , not to say rich and handsome
but sweetness that left me year ago....
(Tears falling, I couldn't cry out loud , dad around)

失望

为什么....
为什么你要骗我，你知道我心有多痛吗？
你知道在补习时泪水在眼眶内，忍着不让它留下多辛苦吗？
你骗我不只一次，“天大的胆，我都不敢骗你”这是谁说的？
我不会骗你，我不会伤害你，我不会让你伤心，全都是为了哄我而说的吗？
因为你全都做起了，王源彬。
我不会再信你，机会我给过你了，你不想珍惜，请告诉我，别给我痛了又痛！

From : 小宝贝(VI)

贝哥，我最近真的很不开心...

我发现了他的背叛，虽然他否认，我也很想去相信他。

可是我做不好，那被背叛的感觉还是那么难受，

好久没遇到这感觉了，最后还不是重逢了，

哈哈....可耻的我

From : 小宝贝(V)

最近学游泳学得很起劲，想起贝贝说过找天要和我一起游泳。

很开心连我姐姐都说草莓味的BodyScrub很香~

都是贝贝，我才会爱上它的 =)

但愿贝贝的Sales会好点，那样贝贝就不会那么moody了~

From : 小宝贝 (IV)

顾及他的感受，办到你说希望的，我愿意...